August 31, 2010

• LIES

  I'm so tired of your lies
  How they haunt my dreams at night
  So many lies and why?
  Why deprive me of my closure?
  Of my peace?

  Does sticking to your ludicrous story really benefit you?

  YOU DO NOT DESERVE THE SAFETY OF YOUR LIES!

  I want you to pay for your crimes
  Her tears
  And my scars

  And all of the dreams you sold
  The moments you stole
  The danger you put us in

  After all the time it took me to believe
  Took me to overcome my weaknesses painstakingly
  All the mistakes that I begged and made up for
  All the times I forgave you
  This is how I am repaid

  O how absurd
  The joke the universe plays with me
  Toying
  Constantly
  With any sense of stability I seem to find

  I can't bare to look anymore!
  At the pile of your stuff on the porch
  Waiting for you to claim
  And return my precious words
  I would long since have given up
  But she won't throw it out

  And so it grows like the cancer in my heart
  Every time I get the mail
  Every time I think I see white and grey out the corner of my eye
  When I hear your footsteps on the stairs

  And I falter
  I stumble
  I bleed
  You should be paying for your lies!
  Not me!

  It all comes down to one brick wall
  Between myself and moving on
  If you wont admit what you've done
  How can I ask you why?

  • 7:18 pm
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