September 11, 2013
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I'm drowning
The walls are caving in
And I...
I am lost
I float in the void
And try to remember to eat
Try not to throw up
Try to BREATHE
The blood tempts
Oh, my old friend
Here you are when all else have forsaken me
And I cannot indulge
Cannot scream the pain away
Who would hear?
The worst of all evils
Wormed its way back into my heart
Carrone fights to flee
Lisa screams to bleed
The 4th mutters her nonsensical ramblings
Serena is at a loss for words
Suddenly the world does not make sense
As it did with you in it
I don't know where to go
Where to look
What other goal could possibly be worth fighting for?
How do I loose before the game began?
Too much pain to make sense of
Do I fight for fighting's sake?
Stillness seemed possible
Now the key is gone
Enlightenment is not enough
Does not that scare me?
Then what? Then what?
Stillness
To drift along directionless
Could this be part of the path?
Could it lead me back...?
AHH! Thou goals again!
That poisoned my life
Setting store on the future above the present
When the future is never here!
Enough
The die is cast
The hourglass overturned
I sink or swim
Tonight
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