September 6, 2009
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Either the beat is welling up in me or it is the scream
Nothing ever in between
Either I'm drowning in adrenaline rising to meet the threat head on
Or the blood is pouring out of me immobilized as my life force's gone
I dont know how just to be
Ive robbed myself of my peace
Thinking that I made the Choice
That for the greater good I concentrate my voice
But the truth is I dont know how not to fight
Lest I cower in the dark of night
I live only at either pole
The world between from me Ive stole
Somehow I have shut my mind
To living in any other form or kind
But Ive had a chance to live my life
Safe in the arms of my husband and wife
And now I find myself looking back
Wishing for this clam I lack
So that my torrent can cease to rage
That I can really believe Ive escape my cage
I need not fight nor flee
Cant I just LIVE in bliss and glee?
But my body moves on in automated style
I can be nothing but wild
And as I flare on like the sun
I unexpectedly burn loved ones
I only super nova when I try to stop
Unstable power that I cant drop
"Tell me how to be?!" my desperate cry
Rings in silence across the sky
I promise though, I will try
Before I loose you I will die
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