September 1, 2009
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"All your life people gonna make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad but let [fate] deal with the things they do, cuz hate in your heart will consume you too." ~Will Smith.
Funny I always tell this to my kids, and I held on to it through highschool, but in high school I always thought things would be different in college. For some part they were. I am appalled now that my partner tells me that he is forced to sign in and be present in a college course! If I completed all the asignments and showed up for tests I never had to show up in college, as long as I passed. I mean its on you to pass the class if you know the material why should they waste your time and make you show up. And at work, ok you hafta show up to be paid, but its not like they're gonna yell at you for texting like your in middle school, as long as you are doing all of the things in your responsibility. I was disappointed in college cuz people really didnt get smarter, I was still bored and frustrated, and at work there are still deetadees but hey at least I was treated like someone who could do more than one thing at once. Well that too seems to be disappearing. People are getting stupider I think and either the stupid people are in charge and then to cover their own stupidity they lash out at anyone with a brain, or if there is someone of average intelligence in charge (not really smart but slightly less stupid than the truly stupid people) they hafta treat everyone like their stupid cuz most the people under then are. So yet again I am trying to hold on to this saying and let go but really now why dont it ever end? I am sick of humanity, as I have been many times before, but truly it is never going to change. This is why I went into education becuase the biggest problem in the world is the fact that people dont think, theyre not educated! I feel like as a people were moving backwards. All the beauracracy, like the fall of Rome. I fear another dark age. I always felt like I just needed to fight to pave the way for those after. As long as there was progess then the future would be better and it was worth the fight. But what if it doesn't get better? Just let the three fold law deal with her... but really why fight if its not gonna help? But I know better, I fight becuase its the right thing to do and I cant do anything else. But I am really realing with frustration. *Sigh*
Ya'll know I'm doing ok if this is all I got to bitch about. As ussual, frustration with the stupid people. Hey I got two wonderful partners who will take good care of me. I love them both deeply and they love me. After all Ive been through, this is pretty good. See how little Ive written lately? I can never write unless I'm upset lol. Love ya'll, peace!<3~J
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