April 16, 2009
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one step, two step...
red step, blue step...
actually they've mostly been red
dripping blood and laughter in my head
the enemy is coming for me again, coming in my dreams
and I dont care, "come get me!" I scream
take me to a place where the woods are lovely dark and deep
the battle for the century for promises I cant keep
no more miles to go, just let me sleep
and everyone does, they just let me hide in this hole that is my heart
laughter seeping spilling and tearing me apart
except you, why do you keep trying to make me rest instead of fight?
I could rage and burn out all my strength and all my light
I'll kill them all, all my dreams, and drink their blood
rip them limb from limb and drag their bodies in the mud
I am the ghost of retribution, I'll make your evil cease
no more raping, no more beating, no more hope to torment my peace!
I can rest once we are finally all deceased
the child that was never there is gone, never to survive
how can you kill something that was never even alive?
everyone, Im sorry, you're hurting at this failure that is mine
I should never have touched any of you, it would have been more kind
so I let you go, I set you free from my attack
breathe, beautiful angel, here, your wings are back
I cant help but love you, but I will let you fly
the dream for which Ill always cry
at least you saw how hard I try....
I can not take up arms against the sea of trouble
lest I take you down inside my bubble
I'll lead you back to safety, ignore my wrath
instead of fighting, rest along this weary path
I'll always be sorry for the pain that youve all felt
I tried to be good, these were just the cards I was dealt
now I'll go out like a candle, not a glorious blaze
for why should even that one last wish be saved?
free of my memories... and yet still enslaved
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