April 28, 2007
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This is a translation of what I wrote before. Please dont
worry bout me, I really need 2 learn how 2 ask peeps for help, cuz my crew(at
least the peeps who b readin this) always rallys round me, and I love ya'll so
much for it, but I have so much trouble trustin peeps nemore, Ive been hurt so
much, n I dont wanna b a burden, cuz I know ya'll got ur own shit. Im used 2
takin care of everyone. Im grateful for those of u who take care of me. But
please do know that this was a few days ago and Im much better now. And that if
I needed ya'll I would try to ask... Ima try harder from now on. Here it is:Goddess I dunno what to do today I need help but I dunno who to ask everyone I ask is overwhelmed by my shit or blows me off n I dont even know y I feel like this today I just feel like screamin for help HELP HELP HELP does anyone hear Im so scared and hurtin wat do I do someone help me please n yet I dont ask cuz i dont want to burden those who care further n those who dont show their colors now so Ill scream into the sky scream silent at the moon beggin for some hope Goddess please give it soon Blessed Be
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Comments (1)
I tried reading what you wrote backwards but i only got to the help help help part. We dont talk anymroe but i still read. if you ever feel like chatting my cell number is 364-5466.
Take care Jem. I wish you well
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